Saturday, January 17, 2009

Wish List

Wish List

Sometimes I don't want to be around me. I just don't have the option of leaving.
I have been spending time in deep thought, and too many cigarettes as company. My time reflecting has lead me to come up with a list. This is my list.

1. I don't want to hurt so much emotionally, I am willing
to feel emotions but I don't want to feel them so deeply.

2. I want to be able to say NO and not feel guilty. No, as in
I don't want to go out tonight, No as in I don't want to call
you back.

3. I want to look at my failures as turning into small victories.

4. I want to be successful in my eyes only. In what ever I do I
want success whether it's writing, paying bills on time, or
getting my oil changed.

5. I want to save money so I can travel on a whim. Ireland
here I come.

6. I want to feel young forever.

7. I want to be loved and to love someone that I want to
have sex with everyday for the rest of my life.

What's on your list?


  1. I'm sitting here wondering what I wish and found that my mind is blank. I don't think I've had enough coffee yet!

    I'm sure it will come to me, especially something like your "ireland" wish. I've always wished to go there. My mom's family was from there.

  2. Sandy just think and write and see what you come up with. Make a post, Watch it happen, you have to name it to claim it!

  3. good idea! Intention is everything.