Friday, July 6, 2012

Things To Make One Wonder

Mom told me that a man sang to her all night long. I asked what song and she said he just sang. I spent the next day with my mom and at one point she asked me 
"Did you hear that?" "Music" she whispered wide eyed. I walked around the house listening and could find no music. 


On the third day my mother confessed to seeing a little girl in her room. At first she was afraid to tell me.  She began by saying 
" You know that place between being asleep and fully awake? "  " yes mom ". she whispered ,"Well I don't want two men in white coats showing up at my door" her eyes grew big with fear as she continued, " I saw a little girl". My inquiring mind asked "Who was she mom"? " "Just a little girl",she answered.

I could sense my mothers fear and quickly assured her that God comes in all forms and she must not fear what she saw.

My sister and I were talking and we think that maybe it was herself as a child that she was seeing.  That answer didn't seem to make sense to me. As we talked it came to me maybe it was an angel. My sister  and I would both like to agree to this line of thinking.

I talked to one of her hospice workers. This particular lady has been taking care of many people over the last thirty years. When I told her about my mothers encounters her face lit up with a big smile. She said " it's her angels, and I have heard of these happenings many, many times. They are preparing her to move on".  Her words brought serenity to my breaking heart.

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  1. Prayers are with you in this difficult time.

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    1. Your prayers are welcome, thank you Joeh

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  2. Perhaps it is angels, I like that thought.

    My Dad carried on full blown conversations with people that had crossed, before he left to join them. The conversations were amazing. He would pause and listen, then laugh at whatever it was they were saying, then carry on talking.

    Has your mother ever lost a younger girl... a sister, cousin, or friend?

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    1. I went thru something similar with my Dad. If you go thru my blog the story is there. I was wondering the same thing about the child she sees may be a loved one. My Mom loves children and that might be the reason. Or it just came to me maybe this is the baby that I lost. Life is such a mystery and death even more so...

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  3. I am lifting you up with my prayers as you go though this time. dottie

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    1. Thank you Dottie. I just now got off the phone with my sister, my Mom is not doing well and it will be soon. I am grateful for the week that I spent with her. I am sad that my sister is there and has to go thru this without me. I pray that the end is without pain or suffering.

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  5. Have you read "The Boy Who Came Back From Heaven" by Kevin and Alex Malarkey? I think you should. I very much believe that there are angels watching out for us. Thinking of you.

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    1. No I have not read that thank you for the suggestion .thank you for thinking of me. I have another story to share " I think that I have got another sign to brain dead now to write but I will soon. I will try to find that book there is also a book call led the shack.

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